I got engaged today. And I saw some of the pictures clicked by my sister. And boy, do I look like a giant or what?!? On top of it, the make-up done by Mona J is so not flattering on me. My big eyes are gone to be replaced by tons of base and contouring-gone-wrong. I will write all about it later. Right now, I need to make a resolve. To myslef.

Starting from Monday, January 9th 2012, I will be a girl with a mission. Lose at least 4 kg a month. Lets not get aggressive and make unreasonable targets. I need to look like a GIRL instead of a big flab of ugly fat. I never thought these kind of thoughts would crowd my mind on the day I get engaged; but, they do. And I am upset. Very Very Very Upset!

This year, my new year’s resolution will be as follows:

  1. Lose weight and become healthy
  2. Start saving and spending with caution
  3. Balance personal life and work, instead of just being at work ALWAYS!
  4. Keep my family and fiance happy to the best of my capabilities

*Fingers Crossed*